I did it, I did it, Oh YES I did it!

15 credits under my belt. I will know my grades at the end of the week but I did it. I am so excited. YES!!!
I have two weeks off from school before I start back again. YEAH I know I am going to suffer but I have to go back.
Please understand I would love to be working full time but when I went back to school and came back to work after my knee surgery, I was told point blank... "THERE are no hours for you". So with that being said. School is the only answer!!!

I will be spending my days in school.

So this summer I will be taking a history class.. Pacific Northwest history.. I can hardly wait. I love my Seattle.

Side note... As much as I love you mother.... I need to be staying here in Seattle... It's HOME!! LOVE YOU

I love the fact that I love seattle so much that I need to learn more about where I live. I hope I get that out of this class and it counts as a history class I need to take. :)

I have been thinking alot about what I am to be doing with my life... where am I going with my life...and what is it meaning to me...

I have a good idea of what I am to be doing.. and Will keep that under my hat until I find out if I can do it.

I have never been an A student... even when it came to cooking classes I was a C student.. I did pass most of my classes and some came easier than others. I think if i throw myself into something I can do almost anything...

Mother threw me into the pool and thats the only way I learned how to swim... even if she lost a finger nail or two she taught me.

I gave it my best effort. I know right there Is a negative. best effort.. POOR. VERY POOR Christ gave more than his best effort.

But we are talking Scott here. I loved the classes I learned from. I put forth almost everything I had and learned so much. I think this is why I want to continue and go on. Only I am the only person that can stand in the way of me being who I am and what I am and where I am going.

So I know I should listening to what I preach..I just called Brenda and we were talking for a minute about what each of us was doing and I could tell she was a little upset, saying Nathinel still had projects do before the last day of class and I could almost here her upsetness. and I said fast...

"remember I never said it was easy I just said it would be worth it". I know I know I have been typing stuff all day and to think that I am the one that made the comment to someone else.. I need to take my own advice.

I do have an easy life, I am the one to make it hard. I am the one that could and would or will make it better.

I am excited I am in School and I am excited for the next step... Remember I am the one who will make my life worth it!

Love Ya