I think that one engery drink can do this to me!!!

LOL...
so I will start with the most exciting news ever.... My AUntie lives in the Lacey Stake which is south of me and they are having stake conference and she lives across the street from the Stake President and well... We get to cook a meal for a Apostle of the Lord.... Dallin H Oaks... I am super excited.. SO SO SO SO SO Excited... Thank you Marsha Coppin for Asking us to do such a wonderful event!!!!!

Next... I am on fire today... I hope this last because I am very up!!! maybe I needed more of these engergy drinks more often.. Last time I had one I ended up cutting the end of my finger off.. LOL....

So Last night in one of the rental places we had a back up of raw sewage again... YUCK STINK.. $1300 later it was fixed the correct way... which I was on the phone this morning to the company that fixed it last time and said hello it has not even been a month and this has happened something tells me you blew smoke up someones nose... LOL
so as they were finishing up and were dumping some water out of there shop vac the lady who rents the place said to the man "don't dump that rock back down the drain... LOL can you guess what the plummer said, I almost lost it... LOL it was to funny...

so we are hoping to get some money back from routerrotter for there crappy job they did because the did not do the job they said they did.....

then i have been on the phone putting out other little fires all day.. I am such a fire fighter... :)

WHEN I want something done or something done right I get what I want in a nice kind way... sweet talker that I am... WOW wonder what it would take to sweet talk mom!!!!

Anyway... SO I am reading the Obitraries today and another one in the PENN HALL area died. and It kinda of got to me that cancer has taken alot of lives in that little town of PENN HALL...
anyway what got to me is when you read obitraries you can read other peoples posts as well.. saying how sorry they are etc...

this one got to me...
"Dear Dad,
Sorry to hear about the loss of your sister (NAME). Unfortunately I never had the pleasure of meeting her, but I am sure she was a lovely person. My Thoughts and prayers are with all of you."

NOW tell me what is wrong with this picture.. YES it is MY DISFUNTIONAL Family.. (NO not my Davis family side, the Leitch/Neese side) Really and they lived with in 10-15 miles of each other.... I feel sad, I really really really feel sad... because This is just my family do you see why I choose to live so far away from the rest of them...... YES I am sad that I have cousins out there that I have no clue who they are, I have family out there that really have no clue who each other are and I have brothers and sisters out there that dont get along... OK I will add myself to that list because they are not a family unit anymore... MAKES me mad to tell you the truth... Really upsets me.

Thank you mom and dad davis for the example of FAMILY that you are to me and each of us. I know that I do not come to visit enought.... I know that We are only a 600 mile car ride from each other and I know that its to brown for me to visit... and that I can make the trip... and that I put my needs ahead of yours.... I do Love you and I think of all the fun we do have when we are together... I love you and want every one of my brothers and sisters and inlaws that they are in my hearts and I think of them often...

Up down and Up down again... I cant express what my life is like... a few months ago when I had posted about making all the bread and a picture on the one basket say bloom where you are planted... I have to say that I have done that and that I am still blooming.... I might be growning a little rounded in the center but its not that I am not still thinking of blooming.... I sometimes dont see the color on me and sometimes it is others that see the color on me instead of me..... I sure home that I am not that negative person that I sometimes seem to me be... because I am for the most part very happy and well sometimes you have to have a little storm before the rainbow comes out.

I need to be a better person all around and sometimes it just takes me off garud sometimes.


its funny to see that when I am in a good mood and dont have to much stress on me I am over all a happy person....

last week for the wonderful dinner that was prepared... Out of that turkey, I took a meal of two over to the next door neighbors (I dont always like them) I took my Relief Socitey President and her husband (Meal for two) I took a meal for 6 over to children hospital, I feed 8 adults and 6 kids on sunday night before I took all the meals out... this is just one 26 pound turkey...

can I tell you how blessed I am!!!! 1st off the gospel, 2nd family, 3rd friends, 4th knowledge, 5th giving..

the list could go on... I am seeing in my life little things that James and Arlene gave me.... The things that they use to do and the KEYSTONE mother was...

you take that and you add what Linda and Bob taught me and well boy look what you get.

Yeah mom you can stop laughing now thinking off us going for turkeys for the pioneer trex and all the events we did together... NO BETTER YET LAUGH... because I am, just thinking of the events and the trouble you got me into... and to this day it was your fault that I got that speeding ticket!!!!!


OK I am off to do the next thing I had on the list to do today........

mixed feelings

so as I sit here on this nice beautiful sunday after noon in July, I look back at this week and we have had some HOT HOT tempatures and well... Lucky for me I have AC in the house and it has stayed about 70. But I wanted to cook a turkey... so I also have the smell of a fresh baked turkey in the house that is just killing me because I want to cut into it so BADLY!!!



I have had my ups and downs all week and its been my normal Scott! But it was time for change... NO I am not moving, however I did move my room around.. I do not know why i got in that mood but I put my mind to it and did it... it's been 3 years since I moved thing around... so you can say the dust bunnies were a little large.



I started classes and I love history... there is something about it that I can just latch on to I love it. and I am studing my HISTORY.. Pacific Northwest.. the Land that I love and call home.



but I have this empty feeling... It has not been a good year for me and I have yet to learn all the lessons I am to learn from whatever the Lord is trying to teach me. Yeah I know teach me patiences.... I just dont want to be!!!



I made comment on Abby's blog about the story she is reading of a tree out in the middle of a field and getting hit by the storms of life... and I told her how she is the beautiful oak tree with all its many branches and falling from that is a bunch of nuts... LOL It is funny because I am feeling the same way... I am feeling like this storm is hitting me and the leaves are falling because I am not getting what I need to get...



am I making myself clear... I feel like the storm keeps knocking me out of wack and I cant get myself back on tract or to stand straight up anymore...



I dont know if it has to do with the fact that I am in school, I dont have any hours at work, if I dont have a life.... I feel alone on that hill.



Sorry ABBY I took your tree story...



I am just feeling well alone.... I dont know if it has anything to do with the fact that I am getting older and I have nothing to show for my life... OK If you ever watch little house on the praire and there is this one show that charles is working on a table and a friend says to him something on the lines of leaving a mark on this world, and then this friend dies in the rain in charles arm, and charles then starts thinking if he is leaving a mark on this world..... are you following me.



WHAT is the mark that I am leaving... I dont have children that will know who I am... I dont have a great love in my life that will know who I am... I was watching the Buddy Holley story yesterday and well Buddy Dies and then his wife miscarries there child and well... Buddy was a song writer and singer and left behind his name... but the idea for me is WHO the heck am I and will I ever be remembered....



OK this is the part where someone needs to slap me.. But am I just going to be placed in the ground and once a week someone is going to mow over me and never know who the heck I was!!!! Am I making any scence here....



see I now know why brother brigham said "anyone over 25 and single is a mentise to society" I am loving my single life...however it gets sad sometime not having anyone! I love the holidays but when your alone they are just not the same.. OH I know what you are saying in your mind..or even out loud (MOTHER)....but sometimes there just has to be something else....

OK I have this problem I start to write and then block..so i am on a block.....

a more little bits from me

So yes it has been a crazy month so far. I started back to school on the 29th of June so I can tell thats when life got crazy again. I do not know why but its nice to be only taking 5 credits. HISTORY of the Pacific northwest. LOVE IT so far..

so lets see just some funny things that has happened.. Last Thursday as I am leaving the school, I am at a stop sign and it would be my turn to go and this wacked out young lady runs the stop sign and flips me off.. HELLO number one dont be rude number two... you flipped scott off not a good thing, and well Bertha is not a small car to turn around in the middle of the street fast. BUT she can. So I turned around and drove back into the parking lot where she is going up and down looking for a parking spot... do you see where this is going. I pulled big Bertha in from of a row and blocked her from getting out.. I got out of the car and said to the nice young lady.. would you like to say your sorry... well can you see where this went... move your car... get the ... and on and on and on.... LOL I just stood there and said either you can say your sorry or you can be later than you are... words can not say what she said to me... so I got in to my car and sat for a minute.. LOL what is she going to do. hit me.... she slamed her car into reverse and backed up... thinking this whole time I just made you later than you already were. LOL Yeah I know I dont know why I did it but it just made me mad.. she should never have flipped me off.

why did i post that... I have no clue maybe thats how boring my life is...

I spent Sunday at a bar b que with friends... I did not have to cook it was so nice but I missed not having a big thing at my house. the 4th was fun but still missing something... YEAH my single life. I was able to go to Ann's home to watch the fireworks.. and it was so nice. no rushing and no hassel.. very peaceful..

THe heat has been hot here in the great seattle area for the past few days. good thing I have my ac in the window at all times. might be a sign of me getting old..

Yesterday I went to get my hair cut.. I need to find a stylish that I like and is not $100 to get a cut... I paid $29 and still think that is to much. so yesterday as she was cutting my hair she said is talking and asking questions and I said Yes I color but have not colored for a few months and she turns to me and say is that to cover up your grey hair.... OH MY GOODNESS... I had to laugh. I said how old do you think I am... 28. everyone says that..

to cover that grey..... I will have to say I dont have any!!!!

you know I am at lost for words right now....