I am as old as a TREE

I am as old as a TREE

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Big baby that I am...

I am having some major issues... bear with me for a minute as I am getting humbled. Tears are running down my face and i have to breath those deep breaths that coem along with the tears and the ability to try to stay away from taking my pill to go to be and just what am I feeling.........

I am feeling sadness, I am feeling MAD..I am feeling like a Jurk.. I am angary... oh what that the word.... powerless... crankie, light headed. confused.

i can not put all the piece of this puzzel to gether right now because I have so many feelings going on. I just want to cry,. reall just let me cry and blow the steam off ... why I CANT tell you why...

hold your head up hi...... hahhhhhhhhh,,,,

do i really need to say anything more... I just want to yell.....AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
that might be it.... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH'

6 comments:

maybe said...

I'm appreciate your writing skill.Please keep on working hard.^^

Jackie said...

Hope everything is okay, Scott. We love you.

Becca said...

Just let it all out Scott. You'll feel better in the morning I bet. :)

Abby said...

Scott, what happened? I'll be thinking of you until I hear that you're doing better.

Anonymous said...

Zowie!! So much honesty and pain...how can we help? Love, mom

dad said...

Sounds like I feel when I hit my thumb with a hammer, but I know it isn't. Time heals so give it some time.