It's going to be a long long long night!

Besides me not sleeping... I have been stressing about my lesson I have to give Sunday Morning. I am not feeling these lessons and teaching them right now.

Anyway.... Tonight, I was chatting with a friend that moved to Seattle and now is back in UTAH and I made the comment that I was just a nightmare in there lives... she came back with...

"Scott you were a dream come true!! FOr all the years we've been married you have been our only home teacher!! So Thank you!"

Ben, Thanks, I sometimes forget what my life was like without you in it. I just wanted to slip away and you had to just keep coming and then you made me go with you home teaching every month... THANK you....

Mom and Dad, thanks for always teaching all of us those blessings of the GOSPEL.

I am not sure what my lesson is going to be... I will know what will happen when it happens..
I am planning to start with the first vision and the song "How Early was the morning" has been going through my mind. but besides that I am not sure how its going to go!

give it all

YES... this is going to be a short post and I am saying it as it is. YES I will do and give it all to the church and the building up of the kingdom of GOD if I am asked.

THe comment was made to me "I know you think nothing about money when it comes to the church"

YES so very true and I have no regrets... "IT is a part of my make-up" Isn't it a part of yours!!!!

It really cant get any better!!!

This is just the babies that were at the house tonigth... I can not say much more.

I am so glad and honored that I have loving family that can trust me with there children..

Today I was in Sunday School and I looked at the door and One of our sweet nursey ladies were looking for Ted, because Saydee had fallen, so I got up and went out to see if I could help... LOL Saydee came to me and cryied for a minute as we tryied to find TED as he was taking care of little man Rhett.
the next thing I know is I have Rhett because TED had Saydee.. and the sweet nursey Lady cames up with Mallory. So here I am with Rhett in one arm walking up and down looking for Lane with Mallory... LOL well he was in a meeting, so Off to the Primary Room where I knew Cam was and I showed up with Rhett and Mallory.... FUNNY BOTH Cam and Shelby came out.. I had no problems with Rhett... I just could not take care of Mallory... IT WAS just a blast.

SO once again.... Uncle Scott is here to save the day!

Just keep going, Just keep going

So last night I got to talk to Ben Crosby. ENOUGH said. I miss our talks every Saturday and SUnday NIghts. It was fun just talking to and making sure he was getting into trouble.... Sorry Becca if he did not get home in time for you to make THEO his cake... I would have just ordered it for him... STOP THE STRESS!!!





Ben you said something that touched me, you made the comment that you called me to cheer me up and it Back fired on you and I ended up cheering you up. Thanks BEN you are a very special person in my life.





So I know some will read this and others wont... SO I am busy trying to stay busy this week seeing that I have to teach next Sunday.... and WELL... YES I think I am making bread again... I know Scott your nuts... BUT I have to. I just cant keep it a secret and not tell anyone so that is why I am bloging it.





Last week I was with the Sutarik's most of the DAY... IT WAS so much fun... we started out going to the farmers market and then off to the ZOO... I had a blast... Thank you Ted and Shelby for including me in your lives... It means the world to me... SOME time you dont know what blessing you are to me.





Before I go to far.... here is a video of last weeks Farmer's market!

I mean I have the best friends in the world and I am so thankful for them.

TODAY we had a stake Service project... I went.. I HELP for a minute before the wheel Barrow bit me... YES the Wheel Barrow bit me..

AND trust me...... THE BLACK and BLUE mark is much bigger now... THAT is right after it hit me.

OK well Thats my life for now!!!

I am doing ok....LOL

So I put the LOL on there because I used that heading once before!

so I have been trying to stay upbeat and remembering what my service was like to Elder Oaks. TRYING to keep that spirit with me. I have been reading and praying everyday just to keep up the postive feelings..

But for some odd reason today and the past few days I have been a little blue. I have been up beat but I have not felt good... MAYBE because I broke a tooth 2 weeks or so ago and last Thursday I called to get in and well LABOR DAY weekend and they took a nice 4 day weekend... and I have had a slight tooth ache for the past week and half... so I have never been excited about going to the denist like I am waiting for tomorrow morning at 9.

BUT since then I have been on pain pills trying to keep the pain awayAnbesol and Hydrocodone have been my friends.

so I have not been the best person to be around... I have been a little depressed.

JUST a little.. I do not do PAIN!!!!!

so what am I trying to say? I dont know...
Funny I texted mother the other night.. MOM thanks for always just listening and being the person who you are!

""You know by the time you were 40 you had 10 children plus me... here I am almost 40 and what can I say I have... LOL! Did I do something WRONG?""

MOTHER always has such an insight to life... "NOPE.. magically, each life has its own course".

THANK you mother... I have been working on that path....

LOL I know I am just a little teary eyed right now and I am not sure why... so this is the feelings and thoughts that are going into my mind..

I am turning 40 and what do I have to show for my life! Well I do know what I have... I have some wonderful friends and family!
That support me in everything I do. I am not sure where I am going with this post and not sure what I am trying to say..

I guess THANK YOU!!! Thanks for the support!!