Updating my life

so it has been a little while since I wrote. SORRY about that. I had some ISSUES!

On January 13th I Lost my floral shop. I was told that I was not making money for the company and that my SHRINK (STUFF you toss away) was to much and that I was being demoted.
I said fine! they gave me two different things, 1 become a checker and keep the same pay scale, or become a back up for a floral shop and get a $5 pay cut but 32 hours. I said I would take the checker ...... I think I made a mistake. we will see. Yes I was heart broken, I really was. I cried so much that I got a stye in my eye.

I have to tell you....this is where my true friends came into play. Thank you TED! Ted took a few minutes out of his life to comfort me and teach me a few lessons.

I learned a new scripture that is now my all time favorite and learning it by heart.
Helaman 5:12 (sorry I was trying to post it but I cant... go to LDS.org and look under scriptures.


I just need to have faith and that is what I have.

So I am trying to do this is some sort of order..

I was a basket case most of the rest of week. DEPRESSION was setting in and I was not loving myself.

and then came my birthday... OH JOY! you really think I wanted to celebrate. NO NOT NOWAY. but I had many phone calls and text messages and well I want to tell you, It made me cry. and Then to top it all off, my friends threw me a birthday party.

YES I was all tears... not because I was sad, but because I have so many wonderful friends!!! THANK YOU! it really did mean the world to me!

So Friday I took a minute to go to the temple. I sat in the temple and just prayed and well the Lord kicked me in the butt really good. So that is where I am today... I am going back to school. YES I know what am I thinking.... but I am going back to school and I will fill you in more later.

I am not leaving my home here in seattle, so It will be local jr colleges to get me to where I want to go.
Keep pushing me and IT will happen.

Love you all so much and I am so thankful I have remarkable friends!!!



ABBY... I cant seem to comment on your blog
BEN and BECCA I want to see house pictures

Happy 79th Birthday

Happy Birthday to my dear mother...

Happy Birthday I still love you, I may not always remember everything about you which I am very sad. But I still love you!!!

Post 175 Happy New Year 2010

Just wanted to take a minute and Thank you all for reading my blog and commenting on it and well just being there for me.

as I sit here tonight I have lot of many different things going on in my mind! just circles going around and around, think its because I still have neck pains from September.

anyway I just wanted to say thank you and I am here ready for the next step.